Wednesday, September 19, 2007

god's country


the sky - a deep, penetrating shade of blue, dotted with thick, shapely clouds in a rainbow of bright white to gray-blue. the sky, painted against the backdrop of open road and distant vibrant green mountains. i drove through the valley admiring the view. day dreams of skipping through the clouds, free, exuberant and limitless. the beauty and miracle of our world at play, i drove, unable to adequately describe the scene before me. the best i could do was save a picture with my eyes and store it in my mind. i've seen no daytime sky as beautiful as this or perhaps i just failed to notice.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

draft never published 2007

is life complicated or do we make it so?
is it our egos, emotions and fears that take the place of our sensibility?
is it clarity or tragedy we seek to entertain us?

what is the point at which we realize we've lost our way and seek redemption?

Monday, September 10, 2007

the sea of life

life is like the ocean. like the waves that break on the shore it ebbs and flows. it comes on strong then recedes, it's authoritative yet playful. if not cautious and attentive it may use its force to pull you under and carry you away. high and low tides are its ups and downs. it's mysteries lie deep below the surface begging to be revealed but only available to those who truly honor it's magnificence. life is like the ocean, salty yet awe-inspiring, it gives and takes away. with out it, nothing would exist.

Monday, September 3, 2007

todo tiene su final

nada dura para siempre. in the words of hector lavoe - everything has its end, nothing lasts forever. all around us things come to an end. some peacefully, others not so much. some necessary ends, others cut short before their time. but all things do end. "the end"can mark the beginning of a bold new chapter for some and the sad end of an era for others. it can be defined as birth or death all dependent upon which side you are standing on. it's kind of ironic.

well an end is arriving for me. it marks the completion of a cycle in my life that surrounded a period of development. despite the separation of work from play, family and spirituality, it's interesting how it can serve as the context in which all other things happen. similar to how many remember the high school or college years by events that took place within particular years of their studies. my life has been written within the hardbound covers of my professional career. perhaps i'm being dramatic. but when i look back, i see a girl - uncomfortable in her own skin, not sure of her direction. i recall, life changing experiences - intimate relationships, life, death, discovery. as i look to the present, i find a woman - knowing, humble yet confident, looking intently into the future. there's lots more life waiting to happen as i take the next step in my professional life. beginnings and ends. perhaps its time for a new book por que todo tiene su final and this one is just around the corner.